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Name: Adrin
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State: Arkansas
Metro: Russellville
Birthday: 9/20/1986
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

What My Eyes Have Seen

More or less, this is a list of all the anime I have watched. I tried my best to remember everything, but I'm sure there are a few that I forgot. I have not finished everything on this list; however, over the years, I watched most of the episodes of each anime and finished every movie.

.hack//Legend of the Twilight

.hack//Roots

.hack//Sign

Afro Samurai

Afro Samurai: Resurrection

Air Gear

Akira

Appleseed

Arc the Lad

Astro Boy

Baccano!

Basilisk: The Kouga Ninja Scrolls

Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad

Berserk

Big O

Black Cat

Black Jack (multiple series; some movies included)

Blade of the Immortal

Blade of the Phantom Master

Bleach (movies included)

Blood +

Blood Reign: Curse of the Yoma

Blood: The Last Vampire

Blue Dragon

Blue Gender

Blue Seed

Blue Submarine No. 6

Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo

Bubblegum Crisis Tokyo 2040

Burn Up Excess

Cardcaptor Sakura

Case Closed

Casshern Sins

Chobbits

Clannad

Claymore

Code Geass

Comic Party (multiple series)

Cosplay Complex

Cowboy Bebop (movie included)

Cyborg 009

Darker than Black

Darkside Blues

Darkstalkers

Dead Leaves

Death Note

Desert Punk

Digimon (multiple series)

Dirty Pair: Flash

Dominion: Tank Police

Dragon Ball (some movies included)

Dragon Ball GT (some movies included)

Dragon Ball Kai

Dragon Ball Z (movies included)

El Hazard OVA

Elfen Lied

Escaflowne (movie included)

Eureka Seven

Fatal Fury: Legend of the Hungry Wolf

Fatal Fury: The Motion Picture

Final Fantasy: Legend of the Crystals

Final Fantasy: Unlimited

FLCL

Flint the Time Detective

Full Metal Panic!

Full Metal Panic? Fumofu

Fullmetal Alchemist (movie included)

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood

Galaxy Express 999 (multiple series; some movies included)

Galaxy Railways (multiple series)

Genshiken

GetBackers

G-Force: Guardians of Space

Ghost 07

Ghost in the Shell

Ghost in the Shell 2: Innocence

Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex (movies included)

Gigantor

Gurren Lagaan

Haibane Renmei

Hamtaro

Harlock Saga

He Is My Master

Hello Kitty

Hellsing

Hikaru no Go

Howl’s Moving Castle

Hyper Police

Ikki Tousen: Battle Vixens

Interstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem

InuYasha (some movies included)

Jing: King of Bandits OVA

Jin-Roh: The Wolf Brigade

Kanon

Kaze no Stigma

Kikaider

Kiki’s Delivery Service

Kimba the White Lion

Kimera

King of Fighters: Another Day

Kite: Liberator

Kite: Remastered

Laputa: Castle in the Sky

Lensman

Love Hina

Lupin the III (some movies included)

Macross (multiple series; some movies included)

Magical Shopping Arcade Abenobashi

MÄR

Medabots

Megaman (multiple series)

Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

Metropolis

Mobile Fighter G Gundam

Mobile Police Patlabor (movies included)

Mobile Police Patlabor OVA

Mobile Police Patlabor P-Series

Mobile Suit Gundam

Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory (movie included)

Mobile Suit Gundam SEED

Mobile Suit Gundam Wing (movie included)

Mobile Suit Gundam: 08^th MS Team (movie included)

Mobile Suit Gundam 0080: War in the Pocket

Monster Rancher

Moribito

My Neighbor Totoro

Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water

Naruto (some movies included)

Naruto Shippuden (movies included)

Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind

Negima

Neon Genesis Evangelion

Ninja Nonsense: The Legend of Shinobu

Ninja Resurrection

Ninja Scroll

Noein: To Your Other Self

Oh! Super Milk Chan

One Piece

Outlaw Star

Paprika

Paranoia Agent

Peacemaker Kurogane

Pilot Candidate

Please Teacher!

Pokemon (multiple series; most movies included)

Pom Poko

Porco Rosso

Power Stone

Prince of Tennis

Princess Mononoke

Queen Emeraldas

Rah Xephon

Ranma ½

Rave Master

Read or Die

Record of Lodoss War OVA

Record of Lodoss War: Chronicles of a Heroic Knight

Robotech (multiple series; some movies included)

Ronin Warriors

Rurouni Kenshin (movies included)

Rurouni Kenshin OVA

Sailor Moon (some movies included)

Saint Seiya

Saiyuki

Sakura Wars

Samurai Champloo

Samurai Deeper Kyo

Samurai Girl: Real Bout High School

Samurai Pizza Cats

Samurai Shodown

School Days

s-CRY-ed

Serial Experiments Lain

Shadow Skill

Shadow Skill OVA

Shaman King

Shin-Chan

Sin the Movie

Slayers (multiple series; some movies)

Sol Bianca

Sonic the Hedgehog: The Movie

Sonic X

Sorcerous Stabber Orphen (multiple series)

Space Pirate Captain Harlock

Speed Grapher

Speed Racer (multiple series)

Spirited Away

Spriggan

Star Blazers

Street Fighter (multiple series; some movies included)

Sword for Truth

Tekken

Tekkon Kinkreet

Tenchi in Tokyo

Tenchi Muyo! (movies included)

Tenchi Universe

Tokyo Godfathers

Transformers (multiple series)

Trigun

Trinity Blood

Twelve Kingdoms

Vampire Hunter D

Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust

Voltron

Welcome to the NHK

Whisper of the Heart

Wicked City

Witch Hunter Robin

Wolf’s Rain

xxxHolic

Yu-Gi-Oh! (multiple series)

Yu-Yu Hakusho

Zatch Bell!

Zoids (multiple series)

Zombie-Loan

-age-

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Currently
Shin Chan: Season One, Part One
By Laura Bailey
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The Legend of Kappa

"Kappa's no ordinary aminal, you know. The webpage I found says that Kappa was an ancient green gerbil with a magic, candy coated shell who had the body of a turtle but the head of the turtle and the beak of a tortoise and the scales of a turtle; that Kappa likes to sit and philophosize while choking down long, wrinklely cucumbers until his mouth foams up with cucumjuice. When he doesn't get cucumjuice, he freaks out and eats people instead. He also sumos the boys.

"The End, by Boo"

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Saturday, August 01, 2009

Party!

     I appreciate everyone coming over last night. (I hope you all had a good time, I hope I recognized your company at some point, and I hope you wished Jazz a happy birthday.)

     I appreciate those of you who were in costume or dressed formally for the occasion. (Really!)

     I appreciate Jackson Lee, Jazz Balch, Dillon & Payton Bentley, Dylan & Brandon Crow, Fielding and Steve Moore taking time out of there day to help clean up the Boulder House. (A+)

     Now, some notes I think we should all keep in mind:

Cups are not ashtrays. (I know this is arguable, but there are 10 or more ashtrays in the Boulder House, plus empty beer cans make for an appropriate alternative considering they do not have to be cleaned.)

Dirty cups go in the sink. (It is the polite and understandable place to put them.)

16 high-schooled beers. (lol)

If you want orange soda, just ask. (I will say yes. Otherwise, you just might be acting rude.)

Beers do not go in the bushes, the yard, or by the street. (There are three huge trash cans located on the front porch for your convenience)

Trash should not be left all over a house to which you were invited. (We have a trash can conveniently locate in the kitchen like most houses, which is also the relative center of the Boulder House. I would assume you all are familiar with the typical location of a trash can in a house. This is a pet-peeve of mine.)

You should not steal phones; especially phones belonging to well mannered and sweet Japanese girls. (We only had one case of this last night, but once is enough for it to be bothersome. If the phone could be returned in some way, perhaps being left in the mailbox, it would be greatly appreciated and the offense promptly forgotten. Also, hints leading to who currently has the stolen phone in his/her/their possession would be equally appreciated)

You should not open a fridge, open a drawer in the fridge, make the effort to reach into the drawer of the fridge and pull out the unopened Chef’s Salad in the back, then proceed to take the salad and sit on the couch, eat the salad, and spill the salad and dressing on the table, couch, and carpet. You should especially not do this when the salad, table, couch, carpet, fridge and house in which all these are located are not yours. (I know it is just a salad, but it is the principle of the thing. Additionally, it was the only food I had to eat that night, and the privalage of eating last night was taken away from me. A new salad would be greatly appreciated and the offense promptly forgotten. I will provide the beer to celebrate the peaceful and appetizing resolution.

     All things considered, it was a great party. I was certainly having a wonderful time last night, and am glad the first party of the Boulder House (previously/still known as the Shit House) version 4.0 went over so well. However, the inconveniences have been documented. (ywbt)

-age-

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Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Currently
Moenie & Kitchi
By Gregory & The Hawk
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Long Winded, Lingering Thoughts

     I was informed of a funny thing today. It was about me, and it made me wonder what kind of a person I really am. I try to do a lot of good. At the same time I enjoy the thought of being evil and allow myself the joy of displaying myself as such from time to time. We can decide how to feel, how to think, and how to act and react if we analyze ourselves and those around us enough. I am curious as to whether it voids the characteristic of being "genuine."
     I can argue on both sides of this, but that gets me nowhere. So far all I can come up with is what we have done overall is who we are. Hiding who you are does not have much affect, because reality is composed of the consciousness of ourselves and others. If others perceive something, that becomes part of the collective reality, whether their views are mistaken, distorted, or missing crucial information. I suppose I will be considering this and playing with similar thoughts in my head for quite sometime.

     I am in the middle of finals. I use the word "middle" loosely, because I have yet to even have a final. I am, however, working on a take home assignment for my PR Projects class, which is the class's equivalent to a final. I am striving to not look at this logically and slack off. Logically, there is no need for me to put forth much effort in these last days of college or in these final exams. Regardless of how I do from here on out, I am still going to graduated. I won't get anything less than a C this semester, and I am almost completely sure my grades will consist of A's and B's anyway. Even if I received all C's for this semester, my GPA is sturdy enough to where it would have little effect and my graduation would not be hindered.
     But I'm trying to look past these things. I am trying to not be so rational and frugal in my investment of effort and time. It is difficult to convince myself that even though my overall goal these last four years has been nothing more than to receive a college degree and graduate, I should push myself a little harder and not just scrape by in the end, as I did in high school when I realized extra work would change nothing. I will still graduate with a fairly impressive GPA, as I did in high school, but it isn't about that.
     It is about something more. Discipline, I suppose. It would be a "good" thing, I guess, to try my hardest to the end and do the best I can. However, I don't feel a need to prove anything to anyone now that I'm at the end, not even to myself. So I wonder why I should try my hardest. I wonder what good it will do me. I wonder what benefits it will bring. I also wonder if doing so is nothing more than a measure of character and holds nothing more than intangible value. I can wonder all I want, but whether I figure these things out or not, nothing changes. So in the end, I will put forth effort. How much? That, we will see...

     For complicated and extended reasons which I do not feel like explaining, I am off my medication. I have been medicated since I was in kindergarten. It has been evident to close friends when I have skipped a day in the past. Now, two weeks in... I feel very different, on edge, and many other things that I don't completely understand. My perception of things is similar to what it has been for years, but it is certainly not the same. I hope I get used to this. So far, it has been quite a ride for me and those who have been around me. If anything, it is something I should laugh at; I have been trolled by the circumstances.

     The "I am a Russellville Kid" project has been put on hiatus. The memoir/manifesto received a decent amount of support, by which I mean many said that they were interested in and thought it was a relatively good idea; however, the amount of support in terms of stories I've received from others to use in the project is lacking greatly. No more than three, and that is being generous, have sent me stories that hold information and detail so that I could use it. Others have mention brief instances of times in Russellville, but not in the quality or quantity I require.
     Perhaps it is a short coming on my part for not clarifying exactly what I need or for not vigilantly pursuing the information I need. Regardless, until I find more time to invest into this project, it is officially on hiatus. I hope to resume it this summer, but the its success is not just depended on me. The involvement of others is necessary. I'm not sure if that is asking too much.

     I am considering starting an Anime/Manga club this summer for fans of such to come together and enjoy. The club would consists of not only anime and manga. American comics, video games, Heroescape, and other fancies that are typically considered geeky will be included within the clubs itenerary; however, the main focus will be the discussion and sharing of anime and manga.

7/\/\@0

-age-

P.S. Sometimes, I rather enjoy my youngest brother. Then there are times, now for instance, where I rather enjoy the thought of shooting him in the face. I think he is touched in the head.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Currently
Hang Me Up to Dry
By Cold War Kids
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"I'm sorry, I forgot you were an idiot."

     So, I graduate college soon. I'll have my BFA May 16th, w00t! I should be a little more excited about it than I am, I suppose. For some reason though, I just have this feeling of apathy as well as concern. I'm not sure what to do now that I've finished college. I'm not sure I want to do much of anything for a while. Again I'm filled with contradictions. Surprise, Surprise, right? I suppose I'll just see what happens; its about time I didn't have a set plan.

     Tonight is the last installment of The Radio Show. I'm not really sure what I'll have in store for you guys, but I hope whatever it is, it is unexpected. It is the last radio show, unless I find a radio station that would want to broadcast me, so I need to go out with a bang... or at least a blip. Listen to Chase and me reflect on our college experience and say farewell over the air waves tonight at 8pm, 91.9FM or http://broadcast.atu.edu/broadcasting.shtml.

     I helped a huge turtle cross the street on Lakefront yesterday. That was probably the best thing I've done in a long time in my eyes.

     I'd like to start taking girls out to dinner and a movie. It doesn't have to mean anything, just friendly company of the opposite sex. Free dinner and a movie without any strings, not bad. Any takers?

lulz.

-age-

P.S. Who'd like to have the cleanest, most organized, responsible, roommate who enjoys cooking this summer? I need a place to live and nothing I've heard about so far is definite.

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